lyrics reviews part II

GOODBYE MY LOVER

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.


gw lagi seneng bgt dengerin lagu ini,,,,
pertama baca judulnya gw kirain ttg perpisahan yg gmn gt,,yah kyk lagu2 bertemakan perpisahan yg biasanya,,

tapi stlh gw baca ulang liriknya,,gila..
indah banget..
gmn dia cinta bgt ma pasangannya...
wduh pokoknya indah bgt,,
all the happiness n the tears that shared together with your couple..
known and understand each other,,,
support each other,,and always stand for each other,,,
pokoknya srba for each other...
jadi pgn punya pasangan hidup yg seperti itu,,
bahagia sekali kayakny,,but i dont wanna say goodbye to him if i had him...

tpi gw bingung,,why he said goodbye??
was he lost his mate??
but the words werent past tense form..
jadi bingung,,
hehehe,,
ap gw yg kurang ngerti kali y,,
rd sotoy jg siy kykny niy,,
iihihihih

but the important things ..
that words is soooo beautiful,,
i luv it sooo mmuch,,

rencana tinggal rencana,,yang nentuin tetep yg diATAS..;p

gundah gulana hari ini kurasa,,,(caelah..hahahhaha)...

sejak hari itu,,sejak sms itu masuk ke hp pink gw tercinta ( u saat ini ,,,;p)
isinya:
"alhamdulillah.pit, acara kemaren b'jalan lancar. pit rencana pernikahan tgl 2 agustus 2008.....bla..bla..bla...dll.."
sender: a dad +6812765xxxx
received: 11:14:29pm 01may 2008

deg,,swaktu gw baca tgl itu,,02 agustus 2008..gw lgsg lemes,,hati gw lgsg ciut,,,gw diem,,ga bisa ngomong ap2 lagi...gw ga bisa mikir yg lain,,,di otak gw cuma ad satu kalimat,,yg mau ga mau hrs gw terima.."rencana gw gagal.."..

ini bukan karena gw mu dikawinin,,,gak di tanggal itu lah,,aje gile,,heheheh,,,(ASAP de pokoknya,,klo ad yg mau ma gw n cocok ma gw..heheh..tunggu aja,,,lah?!)..

2 agustus 2008 adlah rencana tgl pernikahan abg gw,,,setelah sekian lama dia menunggu tanggal itu,,,
sedangkan bulan-bulan itu adalah bulan dimana gw tadinya akan sibuk u nyiapin kuliah lagi,,,setelah berbulan2 lalu gw rencanain meskipun di selingi dgn ke-plin-planan gw antara jadi ato gak,,tapi 2 bulan yg lalu gw uda netapin u gw sndiri gw bakal nerusin kul gw taun ini,,
n bokap- nyokap jg dah tau rencana gw,,n mereka OK aj,,
n beberapa hari sblm gw nerima sms itu gw sempet diskusi ma bo-nyok gw..ttg kul gw..bokap gw blg rencana gw kul tetep berjalan tapi yah u awal2 kul gw harus mau prihatin( hemat lah kt lainnya ),,soalnya kmgnkn bokp akan ad pengeluaran yg lumayan gd di bulan 8 u kebun n bulan 11 u abang gw,,soalnya rencananya abg gw nikahnya bln 11"..ya uda it's ok gpp gw bisa nerima itu asalkan gw kul lagi,,meskipun harus berprihatin ria,,gpp itu,,kan cuma awalnya doang,,,

trus td malem gw ngobrol lagi ma bo-nyok gw,,
dari bokap agk berat klo rencana gw kul lagi di jalanin taun ini jg,,soalny bkl ad pengeluaran gd2n,,dobel disaat yg bersamaan,,
tpi nyokap tetep pgn gw kul lgi taun ini,,,
n smuanya tetep di balikin ke gw nya lagi,,
final result ttp ad d gw,,,,
akhir nya gw mutusin u gak kul taun ini,,di pending sampe taun dpn,,
dalam hal ini gw ga bisa egois u tetep pertahanin kemauan gw n ga ngerubah rencana yg uda gw buat u taun ini...gw tetep harus mikirin bokap...gw sadar ga seharusnya lagi gw masih nyusahin bokap u menuhin smua keinginan gw,,
jg gw harus mikir ke abang gw,,masak dia yg ud nunggu lama u nikah hars terganggu sdkt dgn adanya gw yang dgn egoisnya maksa u ttp kul taun ini,,,gw ga mau ngerusak kebahagian dia,,n gw ngalah,,(heheheh)
yah uda emg seharusnya gw harus nerima keputusan ini dgn ikhlas dan berlapang dada,,,
yah mungkin gw belum boleh ngelanjut taun ini sama 4JJI,,,mgkn ad rencana2 lain yg 4JJI buat u gw di taun ini,,who knows???
hehehe,,

but honestly down deep inside my heart,,.gw sedih,,..muanya dey,,
rencana yg uda di buat hrs berubah,,,

tpi gpp
insy4JJI gw bs n harus terima,,,:)
coz ini u kebahagian smua nya especially kel gw,,

luv u all,,,mmuuaacchhhh..(hehehe)..:D

n u skrg gw jalanin yg sekarang dulu aj dey,,
u k dpn nya blm tau lagi,..blm ngerencanain lagi,,
heheheh

SYEMANGAT!!!..buat ku dan buat muw...;p,,
hehheh

FYI td ny agw ga mu post,,tapi di post aja lah,,heheheheh..(loh!!..)..LOL:)